Okay...this may look like a fairly under-control moment.  But what you don't know is that there was an uncomfortable amount of water in the kayak from a wave that doused us just as we took off.  Then, for some reason I was unable to really get down - maybe it was the life jacket? - so we were fairly tippy and the water wasn't all that smooth.  And lastly, why on earth does Caleb have a rock with him???