where does it all come from is it new or has it always been here waiting

i skied across an ohio hillside at night chased by a white leopard that didn’t eat me

pictures of locker rooms in a book i didn’t want to see on the cover an ocean horror a girl turning into a fish in agony before being swallowed by a rusty mechanical whale

why am i so upset by this

epw 3.12.08 perrysburg, oh