Today my authenticity is high on my mind. I want this to be real. To be what I am struggling with and what I am doing to deal with those struggles. Don’t get it twisted, in the macro, I am happy, my life is going well, I feel very content, I have nothing to complain about. The struggle is in the micro, in pushing myself to reach goals I set for myself, the struggle is me knowing that I am still emotionally and spiritually immature, the struggle is knowing that I am betraying my body with bad choices. Ultimately I have a ton of room to improve and I don’t want a day to go by that I don’t make even one baby step in the right direction.
What I want this to be is real. I am far from perfect, I make mistakes…a lot of them. I say stuff I wish I didn’t. I lose my temper, eat the wrong things, skip workouts, do just generally dumb things. I suck at a lot of stuff, I don’t have it figured out. What I am is honest with myself about my shortcomings. That is the fastest way to improve yourself.
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