Alone Forever ep158

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:18 I’ve got nothing

-00:45 Been up since 3:30 AM

-01:00 Sleep is very important

-01:40 Instead of “I have to” say “I get to”

-02:36 Talk about nothing

-02:40 Swear men for the rest of my life

-03:05 I’m not good at being a girlfriend

-03:08 I’m not good in romantic relationship

-03:49 Trying to keep this new relationship private

-04:32 It’s exhausting and frustrating

-05:11 Romantic relationship is all consuming

-05:45 I feel scarred

-06:11 Vibrator

-06:38 I feel very discourage

-06:51 I don’t know how romantic relationship looks like

-07:49 My therapist is teaching me about interdependence

-08:05 I am my source and my partner is a supplement

-08:38 My life is unmanageable

-09:10 I’m beating myself up

-09:47 I’ve been very critical as a mom and a parent

-09:58 I should be a better mom, partner and artist

-10:40 I’m 11 days late for my period

-11:25 Shush yourself

-12:13 All of this is fear and selfishness

-13:45 I start donating to a non-profit organization

-14:27 What can I give today rather than what can I get

-15:28 How to deal with a family member with Dementia

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