Focusing on Enduring in my work even though my books sales and subscribers are so low

Avoiding the trap of self-promotion

Memorizing the teachings of Christ is very hard but I must keep going

Another divine encounter on the trail with the same Catholic guy Robert I ran into over a year ago

What will happen to my faith if I don't see Laura today, the day I believe the Lord has shown me I will see her

I didn't meet Laura and it was a crushing blow. I can now better understand how atheists feel when they have cried out to God and He didn't answer or come through for them.

All of my thoughts and frustrations about the mixed signals I seem to be receiving

Commentary: If romantically minded women were running my life, I would have met Laura by now, but God's thinking and ways are not our ways

Now I'm in this dark place where I'm totally confused about whether I have heard God correctly or enough

Is God still good when the circumstance of our life are not. Do I still believe God even though what I thought He would give me, did not come?

I need to KNOW that the Lord is pleased with me by seeing His power in my life to answer my prayers

There is NOTHING in my life that shows that God is for me. No one can see that God is with me

Forcing myself to put my hope in the life to come, not in this life