I feel myself looking at how dire the circumstances are and I'm starting to sink

Persevere...persevere...fighting to keep the faith

Mom asks if I'm not taking her help to go to the Florida to get the kids because I'm afraid of going to jail?

God encouraging me to persevere with 11:22 and 11:01 (Mark 11:22 and Heb 11:1

A list of several ways I could take matters into my own hands and work a deliverance for myself

Realizing how hard it is to persevere and keep the faith

Explaining the truth to my children about their pastor who sinned and then killed himself

I over hear my parents mocking my faith and my waiting for God regarding finances and the children

Terrible dream about all of my friends and family have turned against me and mock me and put pressure on me.

Coming down to the last day for God to deliver me in order for me to go see the children

Revelations on taking up the cross and denying yourself using my children as an example