My thoughts after the talk with my parents about me being mentally ill, and how tough it is to be a follower of Jesus Christ

Step-father asks how I think God is going to deliver me

Examples of how nothing by faith in the Bible makes sense or looks rational

God is giving me and keeping me in peace in spite of the craziness of this all

Listening to the same messages as my parents, but they cannot see what I see

Realizing my parents are not accusing me, they are accusing God in me

Continuing to hold firmly to my faith, trusting God steadfastly

Faith strengthened by reading in the Bible about God's supernatural provision for those who trust Him

Encouraged again by reading A.W. Tozer chapter "The Saint Must Walk Alone"

Incredible time God shows me a friend would be call me sick, which would free me up to go to the mountain after God showed me 646

Fearing I will lose the closeness with God when He removes my affliction

Asking God not to let the persecution stop and if this is mental illness, give me more!

Realizing I don't need people anymore, but I long to help them to know God like this!

Thoughts on the false church My friends testify they know no one who is seeking God like I am