God begins to show me that I must preach the hard truth to people...leads me to 2 Cor 4:1
I filed a motion with the court to appear by phone and I get resistance
A picture of exactly what it looks like when a human tries to deliver themselves
Describing exactly what I'm doing in order to fight the fight of faith in the face of so many potential fears
The court hearing is happening right now while I'm making this recording
So grateful and filled with joy and peace over my new life of faith in Him
The critical role prayer has prayed in keeping me strong in all of this
I'm no longer living in the "real world". My worry warts are dead!
I'm weaker than I've ever been to defend myself, but God is my strength
Begged God in intense tears to turn me loose in the ministry to reach the masses that I was not satisfied with 20 people...I wanted to reach millions
Feeling like I'm going to die if I can't get this passion out to the masses
Warning a widow neighbor about a story she told me about tools she took when she left her company
Feeling weary again waiting so long for God's deliverance...hope deferred makes a heart grow sick
God answers my prayers while I'm in the middle of making a recording and sends a man name Frank Smith to encourage me!