My mom comes to me trying to pressure me to take money from her to pay my child support before I go to court.

Making my journal recordings strengthens my faith as I profess my trust in God over and over

Last few weeks I've really struggled with sinus swimmy head

Praying God will send a financial miracle on the 11th of October to pay my child support

This is an epic journey of faith

Realizing the peace that would come if I just gave up on all these expectations

I'm so vulnerable, tired and beat down...never more important time to focus on God's promises

God's best blessings always take longer than we think

Begging God for mercy for my sinus problems and health

Realizing God has set me apart and isolated me for a few years strictly to learn

The enemy is trying to steal my time to pray when I most need it

I am only sustained by prayer...I cannot live without it

A message to my future self about NEVER quitting in the face of such a long suffering!