Lights come on all by themselves while teaching the Children about the eyes being the lamp of their body

Continued struggles with my mom

My finances are now in dire conditions

Sitting in the woods in the dark with the children talking about fear

Being stretched further and tested more in my faith than at any time before

Learning to abandon my need for reason in order to obey God

Explaining to my daughter Chelsea the difference between the Old Covenant and the New Covenant

Asking God "How much more do I have to do to prove my faith?"

Struggling to manage my relationship with my mother because of her fear

Feeling like I am violating Scripture even though I know God is telling me not to get a job

Current insights looking back at my strong desire for a wife and why God was allowing me to suffer so much financially