God tells me not to contact the other widow I was introduced to

God continues to warn me that Satan will attack me

Frustrations with my mom come back as she goes back to her old ways

Realizing how much God has strengenthed me IN the STORM of adverse circumstances in my life

Realizing I'm not "THERE" yet and I need more disciplining

Pleading with God to provide child support but realizing the Lord may be allowing this because they keep taking me back to court