See 10:10 followed by my first rattlesnake on the mountain

Wrestling with whether or not I'm supposed to appear in court in Florida because God hasn't provided the money for me to go.

Wrestling with my pastor's request to set down the daily videos for 3 months

Struggling in many ways as I work on the teachings of Christ, especially in my sinus/allergy health

Not accepting money from my parents to go to court in FL

God shows me the number 301 and two verses to teach me about how He is using "war" in my life to strengthen me

Anxious thoughts about my future wife and God shows me Number 9:19

Satan continues to harass me with the woman I "sinned" with.

Praising God that I've been able to endure as long as I have through such financial lack, with God's help

My faith is being strengthened so much through the difficult circumstances

Introduced to another godly widow and feel temptation to consider her

Wondering if God is using "the one He showed me" as a distraction from other women until He gets THE One ready

My mother kisses me and tells me how much she appreciates what God did by bringing me into the house