Being afflicted in everyway and glorying in my suffering

My mom and I's biggest confrontation ever!

God giving me supernatural guidance and comfort in my pain

Father is breaking me of all my self-sufficiency

Outside pressure to get me to disobey God

All income doors are being closed before me

Realizing suffering that roots out SELF takes years, not months

So confused about my work situation and what looks like idleness in my life