The irony of someone wanting to interview me about my "success", not realizing I'm now a total "failure" in the eyes of the world

Trying to live in the New Covenant with the promises of the Old Covenant

Feeling like God has me in a vice, putting the squeeze on me

God testing me to see if I will deliver myself or stay put trusting in God alone

My physical body is weakened by all the suffering

Sensing Father is writing a wonderful story in my life that is not yet finished, hence why I haven't been ready to tell my story or make videos yet

Real transformation only comes through suffering, not teaching

Growing in discernment as I meet with professing business "believers"

Increasing pressure from others to "do something" and to stop waiting on God

The key principle for me in this season is to endure

A growing burden to begin sharing what I'm learning so far in my walk with God

Torn between two interpretations of my story, one of which makes NO sense to my flesh or my parents

Insights on why God is not allowing me to get a job

God answers my prayer to confirm I'm on the right path