Tempting thoughts to find pain relief with my ex-girlfriend

Participating in the sufferings of Christ, something no Old Covenant believer could do.

Realizing true justice comes in the next life, not this one

If I try to escape this pain, I will also escape the character

The Spirit shows me that my ex-wife is being used in my life like a Pharaoh

I'm all alone, there is no one who can help me now but God

Confusing happiness with joy

Knowing what it means to despair even of life

A Summary of my current sufferings

God's amazing providence confirming Matthew 5:39 over and over

Seeing LOTS of 555's that God will deliver me

Good message at church about righteous indignation and the feminizing of Jesus

Validation of my righteous indignation and passion towards the things that offend God