track 6 of 9 from the 2019 album "lunacy + the second naïveté" by closetjudas. this was the second official single from the album.

official music video: youtu.be/RQ1RdXjH84E

official lyric video: youtu.be/a80lqIQSQuI

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it’s cool you found all of the answers

i guess that means that i am lost

thanks for writing me off like a defect

as if i haven’t counted the cost

surely i am the one who’s mistaken

cause your sources are much better than mine

it makes me feel so great when you judge me

for being deaf, when my hearing’s fine

must be nice sitting high on that royal chair

aiming pity at the creatures below

if i’m lucky, i might be acknowledged

maybe told something i already know

i’d like to stay, this way my home

but the more i say, the less there’s room

we were the same not long ago

once comrades fighting well-defined foes

yet, battlelines have been redrawn

so, it’s not clear whose side i’m on

i’m tired of being for or against

i just want to be, take down the fence

if only you could bracket out

those things that cause you fear (like doubt)

and be done with all pretense

admit that life does not make sense

screw absolutes, they’re all contrived

stories to help us stay alive

the only certain thing is death

until then “love’s” my shibboleth

it’s cool you found all of the answers

i guess that means that i am lost

thanks for writing me off like a defect

as if i haven’t counted the cost

surely i am the one who’s mistaken

cause your sources are much better than mine

it makes me feel so great when you judge me

for being deaf, when my hearing’s fine