MY BIGGEST INSECUIRTY GROWING UP
I WORE BAGGIER SHIRTS BECAUSE OF MY MAN BOOBS
I Remember clothes shopping
Purposely seeking bigger T-shirts
Because I don’t want tight T-shirts to press on my man boobs
Because the kids at school would always point them out
Would flick them like it’s a joke
In the meantime I was so embarrassed my face turn red every single time
And the more people pointed it out The more I thought about it
The more I thought about it the more I tried to cover it up
Even walking from classroom classroom is uncomfortable
Because I felt them bouncing up and down
When I got home I was scared to look in the mirror
So I avoided it
Just like I avoided exercising
Almost refusing to believe it was even there
In reality it was breaking me every time
When they I came back home after being teased him and being one of the slowest kids to run a mile.
I took a little bit of a longer look in the mirror and realize that something didn’t need to change
I was tired of seeing these kids that were in shape and getting the girls I wanted some of that attention.
I didn’t wanna feel like less anymore
So I looked up some YouTube videos on how to get abs
Started running every single day
I started seeing more definition, my Endurance started going up, I started feeling more confident in my own skin
Like love first sight I became addicted, addicted to seeing progress addicted to the outcome that it brought every time.
Mentally and physically
Now that fat kid is coaching people on a daily basis and showing them how they can start feeling confident in their own skin
That fat kid is posting on social media every single day multiple times a day shirtless.
Now ex-athlete, you might hate what you see in the mirror right now
But that doesn’t mean you have to stay there
You have proven yourself to have amazing abilities physically
Now you need to transfer the energy over for your own fitness goals
So you can start feeling like that athlete once again
Because you know you have it in you And I do too 💪