Grief was my nemesis, I could overcome my other fears, but grief hung around like house guests overstaying their welcome. It had to go.  From the depths of my own grief, after the deaths of my parents, I finally realised what was holding me back.  I worked through my grief and now I have finally managed to move on joyously.  I can thank my parents for being fantastic, I can still miss them, but I am in a great place and feel excited about sharing my formula with you.