Im a very gaurded scared person and this is somewhat forced but tried to be comfortable with honestly but its real and i hope one day that ill have more respect and strength to not feel obligated however this also goes out to the people ive loved you gave me hope u gave me pain and anger and wrath and love and i cant imagine life without u i cherish every part of you i just will not accept or condone the abusive behaviors or the amount of horrible things youve done i cant take that but knowing we are under the same moon knowing ur the fading small amount of hope i cling too i hate you fuck it honestly mayeb i do love you maybe i dont but regardless... time will tell i like to take both