There is this thing that I do, where I attempt to love the things I hate. I really do believe in Love, and have felt it many, many times in my life. In my heart I know that Love is the way for me. But I also hate. I hate very passionately. I hate more deeply than most. And that scares me about myself. So I do not acknowledge the hate. Instead I put on the airs and the actions of love, knowing deep down, I really don't love you, I hate you. Because I know I'm holding back Love, I experience my hate even more, and it causes me to go back into the cycle of acting as though I love.

This is an awareness coming to me right now, and I am going to process that in the sun today, let it marinate, and try and pull more out of it on my podcast later.

Gotta love it when homework for you MBA knocks something like that loose! — watching A Pinchot-BGI Screencast: Intro to the Global Reporting Initiative.