I talk about how different things are really triggering me about my job and it all dawned on me in a rush yesterday. I feel like I'm in trouble all the time and I can't stand it. I also am rubbing up against the fact that I am used to being the answer man, but in this job I don't know enough and have to constantly ask others for help. I think all this button-pushing is actually good for me and is helping me recognize, work through and clear some long-buried stuff, but yesterday it really got me down.
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