Song was in response to my attitude, a few years earlier a good friend passed away (I learned on the radio).. another person made fun of the incident, saying he deserved it, I reacted violently, but I started to regret fighting for the sake of fighting, I tried to learn to keep anger under control, this song was prob my first conscious/deliberate attempt at letting anger/emotions out through music. I am still on this journey, still learning.

made around early jan 2000 at my mates yard (maybe 1999 on his birthday in december, using his new 700/800mhz pc or close to that, Pentium 3?fruityloops played live into some other program using mutes, possibly wavelab or cooledit. might even be 1998-1999 now I think about it a bit more.