We all have questions about God and how (or even "if") he plays a role in our lives.
I had lots of questions about God for most of my life. In fact, I still do. Because how God works is both mysterious and miraculous. But it is fascinating to think about how it happens and become expectant enough to start looking for it to occur.
But you don't want to be near the end of your life and look back and wonder, "What if God was there?"