Listening Guide (english):

https://www.facebook.com/whatmomoplays/photos/a.2999798876911851/2999799363578469/?type=3&theater

hey there, It feels like I have been far away from here for a long time.

Having had no access to the internet on my phone and home for almost two full months, I just recently re:connected to the world.

I really enjoyed the feeling of being dis:connected, unreachable, unavailable at will. I developed a new feeling of being at a distinct place, at a disctinct time. I refreshed my mind with immersion, focusing on the here & now. On the other side, it was a big challenge to let lose of the habbits that I was so used to in everyday life.

Most definetly I learned a lot about me. I listened to a lot of music, spent a lot lot of hours thinking out loud about everything & nothing, I sometimes felt like I am watching my thoughts have a little friendly fight over attention.

Sometimes I felt so lucky being by myself. Sometimes I felt so lonely being by myself.

So, here I am again. Embracing the here & now, cherishing the festival season and the offline time I had.

Time to dive into the colder days and fill them with heartwarming teatime amongst friends; but never to forget about making room for my own thoughts.

ambivalence is an essential part of the human existence. It is a healing procedure for our mind, rearranging contra:dictions & desires to clear the groove that you are moving to inside.

Contradicting yourself means you are still moving forward.

Good to be back, Thanks to you and everyone who spent more or less time waiting on me. I will make sure it's worth the wait.

much love

-m