Hey everyone. It's been quite some time..
This set was really painful to record. Because the intention behind it is not to be pleasent, but rather confusing or stressful.
I am proud af about my mother, who once again won the fight against her bipolar 'disorder', facing multiple really dark voices in her head, not being able to tell the difference between whats real and whats not. I am overwhelmed by the pure force that must lie within a sould to overcome months and months of imprisonment, both physically and mentally.
So to honor her wellbeing and commitment to live, I have tried to switch the perspective and record a set that catches the pressure and stress that even one inner voice can cause to a mind and body.
I wrote a listening guide for this. Unfortunatly, until now, it's in german.
But I will work on an english version. If you are interessted. For now, just know that this set has a few features, that I normally would never implement:
Distortion Disharmonic Offsync Compression
But I needed those features to underline the feeling which this set is about. Trying to erase ones mind, cause it's getting unbearable.
I recorded this 7 Times, until it was flawless. What you are hearing now, is version 6, the last try with a few really impcatful mixing mistakes. I was kinda not feeling the flawless edition regarding awareness for disorders. I wanna feel free again while recording, not fearing that I might not get booked or appreciated, just because we are so tight to perfection these days.
much love to you and yours -m
Listening Guide & Tracklist (german version) https://www.facebook.com/whatmomoplays/photos/?tab=album&album_id=2894979187393821
Please, if you know someone who is facing mental challenges. Take some time and try to understand. Really pay attention. You might wonder what good will come from listening to those, who haven't been completely clouded by media of mass destruction - yet.
Thank you