Came in over 500 Lbs
My portion was bag box and carton or more.
My problem was my bondage of self. Food wasn't my problem, it was my solution.
I was the result of what happened to me as a shild which I cannot change I can change how I react.
Taking the next right action was/is My form of willingness.
I didn't believe it could work for me but I did it anyway.
At 419 I was in the hospital being told I HAD to loose weight or die think giving up my 'friend' was that same as death.
The moment I was willing to ask for real help, that I could not do it alone was the beginning or the relief from the bondage of self.
OA in not a program of learning. it is unlearning my way.