You always said that I lucked outBut I just feel more lost nowIt's all a scene, like magazinesIt all just pulls me under.And my expectationsLike poison, I know thatStuck in this cycleI'm fine though, I'm fine.This isn't what I thought it'd be likeJust an illusion doesn't sit rightAt every corner, there's a red lightPerfect moments seem to slip byAnd when I wake upTastes so sweet, like it was made upThis isn't what I thought it'd be likeJust an illusion what it feels like, it feels like.Window tinted the glassI don't know where I'm atLetting go of the wheel like a basket caseI don't know how to feelI don't know what I meantNo, it's not really real when I'm lost in.My expectationsLike poison, I know that (I know that)Stuck in this cycleI'm fine though, I'm fine.This isn't what I thought it'd be like (be like)Just an illusion doesn't sit rightAt every corner, there's a red lightPerfect moments seem to slip byAnd when I wake upTastes so sweet, like it was made upThis isn't what I thought it'd be likeJust an illusion what it feels like, it feels like.You know I alwaysBuild it up just to be let downStaring at another blank wallI don't know what to believe now.This isn't what I thought it'd be likeJust an illusion doesn't sit right (sit right)At every corner, there's a red lightPerfect moments seem to slip byAnd when I wake upTastes so sweet, like it was made upThis isn't what I thought it'd be likeJust an illusion what it feels like, it feels like