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track 2 of 9 from the 2019 album "lunacy + the second naïveté" by closetjudas.

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sorry i had the impression you cared it must have been related to the notion that you’re there but that’s debatable – maybe i’m wrong in the springless winter i’ve found myself in this furtive truth no longer satisfies – same as valhalla though i’d like to concede if i had something i could confirm then maybe i would see but suspending what i cannot hear is not an option for me and while it might be meaningful to you with no shore around be sure to close the door when you go i’m done with all this waiting

what leads to all this desolation? pretend i’m not marooned like i am

you had the impression i cared it must have been related to the notion i was there but that’s debatable – maybe you’re wrong in the springless fall you’ve found yourself in that elusive truth no longer satisfies – it’s just like heaven though you might concede if you had some way to verify maybe you would see that ignoring what you cannot hear it’s not an option – it’s never been and while it was the path that i chose with no shore around i’ll be sure to close the door behind me if you plan to waste your time

desperately seeking consolation, settle for dulling melancholy

seaworthy, soil-bound, shipwrecked, signal fire s.o.s., shadow falls, standstill, silent crowd sprit aches, space remains, sky ignores, song fades...

tri-polar, wax + wane like the moon; my faith is gone, you’ve left me alone

reminds me of a conversation we never had, so i guess i’m done