Here I attempt to channel and express what the past 7 months have been like in my mind. The chaos. Extreme highs and lows Having constant anxiety, struggling with low self-esteem and a complete lack of focus and control over my mind and emotions. Having extreme low mood met with euphoric highs and then back down with no warning.

Basically I’ve been kind of a mess (hence my long absence).

Personally, the past half year has been really tough. Many massive losses of different kinds - a real test of character and inner strength - this is my way of exorcizing the demons of this point in my life, in a way that is accurate and honest… but also a little fun

I don’t feel I can explain myself accurately here, but I’m sure the more empathic among you will at least relate and understand on some level.