Bṛhad-bhāgavatāmṛta Part 2 Chapter 3 Text 100

vicāra-jātataḥ svasya
sambhāvya tad-ayogyatām
prarudañ śoka-vegena
mohaṁ prāpyāpataṁ kṣaṇātTRANSLATION
From the many thoughts flashing through my mind I concluded I was unfit to go. I cried profusely, and the force of my sorrow made me faint and suddenly fall to the ground.