The Journals of Thomas Merton March 1965 to June 1965 from the Intimate Merton narcissistic regression consonantia and not confusio “I am both a prisoner and an escaped prisoner” “the hermit life is cool” “I had decided to marry the silence of the forest” Tzu Fu Rilke Chuang Tzu Tu Fu Lao Tzu Raissa Maritain Angela of Foligno