From February 23-26, 2019, the United Methodist Church is holding a special general conference specifically for the discussion of "human sexuality." The outcome will impact all members of the UMC, but particularly those within it who are LGBTQ+.

In this special episode, nonbinary Methodist Adam Richards was good enough to walk me through the various possible outcomes of this conference. While doing so, they shared their own story -- their love for Methodism and why they stay despite pain and frustation, their plans to pursue a calling to ordination, and the differences they've noticed between LGB issues and trans issues in Methodist churches.

Talking points:

• Introducing Adam and LGBT+ discussions in the UMC (0:00 - 5:14)

• M Barclay and LGBT+ resilience (5:15 - 6:34)

• Constant conflict at previous General Conferences (6:35 - 8:42)

• This February's special General Conference: 3 main plans (8:43 - 10:56)

• Possible consequences for congregations and for LGBT+ individuals (10:57 - 12:51)

• Why Adam stays (12:51 - 15:04)

• Congregations don't know; lack of knowledge and resources about trans people (15:05 - 19:46)

• The discussion is focused on the wrong thing -- property instead of actual people; allies lack resources (19:47 - 22:39)

• The consequences land on LGBTQ+ people; "live in my shoes" (22:40 - 23:50)

• Groups who want to do LGBTQ+ actual harm; what this is really about: "You hate us" (23:51 - 26:51)

• Schism will be a sad thing even if necessary (26:52 - 30:10)

• Adam's journey to ordained ministry -- "no matter what, I will be ordained"; Spirit and spite (30:11 - 38:12)