Note to self: investigate in such a way.

"A monk should investigate in such a way that — his consciousness neither externally scattered & diffused, nor internally fixated — he is, from lack of clinging/sustenance, unagitated, and there is no seed for the origination of future birth, aging, death, or stress."

https://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/kn/iti/iti.3.050-099.than.html#iti-091