You spend your life time to find out someone who can help you, protect you and remove all the obstacles from your path and give hope when there will be no light therefore who is that? May be your answer will be god, family, life partner or frnd!!! No everytime you try to find out light of hope whenever you are in trouble, don't... Because the ray/light you are searching for its you. Remember the time when you fall your mind reacts quickly and tries every single goddamn thing to protect you, prevent you from falling. Recognize it perceive it you will get your answer. Everytime you try to understand others but the thing is you don't know yourself neither you try therefore try to find out yourself because you have to solve your query and only you can believe in Hope its not just a word its way more deeper than you understand and when you will try to understand it you will know that you can accomplish anything however if you have derive to achieve it!! So just hold it( hope) for your entire life time...