https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ My music makes me feel deeply saddened They say it heals but speak none of what happened You can choose this surreal form of black magic Humanity thinks they understand it but don't have it

It's my habit to be

Trapped in emotional confine at best Relapsed at worst to some time in the past Looping around the world, heart entwined in chest Alas, hoops and twirls don't solve life's trap test

Pushing forward, can't look back now Hurling toward the end that solves the how Stopping to stare back is a scary predicament Emotions like care stack with fear it's ridiculous

Get me out of here, I shout out in detest Let's see our tears and doubt compressed I guess I tout proud leers and jest Just to distract my love and my me from my self

To simplify my meaning is deceiving because like love intervening from above these ceilings and revealing appealing refined lies about truth entwined with healing views cultivated by what you conclude's right to fuse with your review of true fact in the moment and that, taken aback on track, change is abstract, clichés may amaze and daze with tact in forms made to create rephrase with every replay, like a puzzle that constantly shuffles but juggles subtle muffled consistency within it, density of complexity comes with perplexing scenes but that intensity is necessity for domestic sensory and identity redirectory, it's destiny, don't you see? We can be the best if we practice and believe. Cat's outta the bag and that's fact to me. Completely enchanted reality, we reside inside this menagerie Trusting our minds, believing in lies, truths and calamities I got lots to say and that's not insanity Compounding dreams zee, we might not believe in what we need But that's okay because we see what we can be freely I critique my disbelief so you can really achieve freedom ideally

"wow! That's pretty!" she exclaimed with vigor Now perhaps we were ashamed; I shiver To think we had everything perfect together But still couldn't function through winter

I don't rhyme? Fuck you, I try These lines mean so much more in my eyes Maybe you don't believe that I know what flies In the world of love neither of us must meet demise

But alas, one rock tumbles, another falls In no time at all, slide them downstream Follow the river into sunset, ride into town to dream Everything's not complete, lies line the seams

Taught to believe one thing and then another Without avail, made to grow and fly but not to hover How to ascend into the skies when below the covers The sheets bare prying eyes, perhaps purpose is to suffer

Crawling matched with matrimony but marching none apply Enthralling rapture is disaster only love art will comply Creating meaning from nothing with every step beyond Comforting moments fly naked when entrance says move on

And that's just one of these, the other births feathered wings A father whose disastrous views of monstrous things that he flings Intent to break me down but instead heals me again Nobody understands it yet, but my story only just begins

I will grow powerful and prevail before sunset Proving to them all I knew what, for me, was best Helping everyone around me learn to get What we deserved without a moment's regret It's unheard of

We're gonna get everything built up from nothing Gonna show eachother how much we could be Exactly what we see in our dreams and something big But not without a moment's desire that flees