Going deeper into the rabbit hole! 🐇 In terms of why it is that 'being judged/criticized for my mistakes' had such a deep impact on me that it caused me to decide to suppress myself and basically give up my life. Just because I felt hurt for being 'judged'! 🤦🤷 So getting into more of the actual ROOT of the problem, which again, was never about judgment, but had more to do with how I was defining words 😯, go figure!