This song showcases a little bit of the softer side of Distillery, that more pensive side of my writing previously seen in some of the more guitar-based tracks on Refinery. Started this song in August 2012, during a melancholy period when I was carless due to poor choices and unforeseen circumstances. I was listening a lot to the Best Coast album "The Only Place", released in May of 2012. I was also dealing with being on the receiving end of one of those cliché "let's just be friends" things, due to inconvenience with the transportation and a few mistakes I had made. The idea for the piano accompaniment came to me while noodling around on the piano. One lyrical passage has a heartbroken rebuttal of that famous Tupac Shakur quote where he says (I'm paraphrasing) that you can spend a lot of time trying to put the pieces back together of a situation and trying to figure out what went wrong, or you can just "leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on”. I was in no mood to do such a thing at that point, so I slyly included a reference to it in the lyrics.

Lyrics: We met there was a newness I saw promise something finally

now all I can think of is the chances and how I screwed them up

Chorus: Something changed within my mind and it's killing me inside and I'm terrified to think that I could possibly have missed my one lucky chance Maybe someday once again we'd be more than just good friends but that time is not tonight and I cannot deny that I'm outside looking in

The cloudy days they come and go staring into space with the radio it's shameful what I put you through I just wanted to be good to you in my head can't get you out echoes through this empty house if I knew then what I know now I'd still have you hanging around and how... how can I ignore the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on when they were in the air just a moment ago I need closure, baby

Chorus: Something changed within my mind and it's killing me inside and I'm terrified to think that I could possibly have missed my one lucky chance Maybe someday once again we'll be more than just good friends but that time is not tonight and I cannot deny that I'm outside looking in at all the people with their seemingly true loves while I'm out here in the cold wishing you were here with me

Vocals by Reuben Walton Written by Reuben Walton Composed by Reuben Walton Produced by Reuben Walton Mixed by Reuben Walton Edited by Reuben Walton Mastered by Cory Allen of Altered Ear Audio Mastering