IT WAS A CRISIS I'VE NEVER BEEN THROUGH ANYTHING LIKE THIS I CRIED AND CRIED AND DIEDAND CAME BACK TO LIFE BUT NOT LIKE CHRIST IT WAS LIKE BEING BORN AGAIN IT WAS A MIRACLE BUT I STILL HAD TO MAKE THAT CHOICE AGAIN THAT CHOICE SHOULD HAVE BEEN EASY BUT IT WAS DIFFICULT CHOSE WRONG AGAIN IN AN INSTANT I WAS BACK ON THE SHIT AGAINA CONSTANT SPINFUCKING ADDICTION SO MUCH PAIN THERE'S NO ROOM TO LET ANYBODY ELSE INI LET MYSELF DOWN AGAINBUT STILL WON'T THROW THE TOWEL INCAN YOU CALL IT ORIGINAL SIN AM I CONDEMNED CAN YOU BE BORN AND BORN AGAIN AND BORN AGAIN I THINK NOTTHIS MIGHT BE THE ENDOR IS THIS ANOTHER CRISIS HOW DO I DECIDE THISA CONSTANT SPINFUCKING ADDICTION SO MUCH PAIN THERE'S NO ROOM TO LET ANYBODY ELSE INTIME TO CRY AGAIN GOD WHAT IF IT NEVER ENDS