The spirit is a navy seal underwater...the bullets are being shot at him the bomb under water explodes. Then brain cell rethink and analyze by moving cells and seeing the person appear is the omega code movie therapy. Yet when family voice is involved always mention the scenario as if I were having this thought earlier and it reminded me to call you. I only do that with mom and drew della I say how her words made a mark in my inner parts and the wrestling it gave to carry sorrow only even if there is joy it is a hand jesture in our family and or a jokes book joke. I was a clown for my hascid day drew was ring leader. Della was a fellow clown. Clown don't do not expressions. We do hug and kiss though. Mom does baby voices the rest of the family only does last rights deliverance. Were sad in the river only and our joy then is anger and stress is our emotion. this is our Jewish home discernment.