EK Ellak MY Experiences: Recent Episodes
EK Ellak
A journey of experiences, thoughts, comments about life and thoughts, the art of living as an artist of multiple talents trying to get independence and freedom from normality and changing my own reality for what I need to make of it.
Ekstarphoenix love with Tinky, my child Rabbit. Get going, evolution in love. Ekstarphoenix
For better communication without assumptions, misunderstanding, tags, or superficiality. Ekstarphoenix
Music of different songs of mine. Chinese echo to Ninfa and moverme improvisatory singing stage with voice changing provoking space of echo in the small individual room. Ekstarphoenix
Se tout. Demons breath through its constant tolerance and hatred. For life, bb don’t lick the fauteuil. That it will be cold for my skin. Ekstarphoenix
Backwards recording to wake up ears and understanding to Russian and hard listening languages like Russian and German. Ekstarphoenix
Ekstarphoenix protesting loop of hypocrisy and more offense than love about it. Ekstarphoenix
Ekstarphoenix in changer of voices. Music by Ekstarphoenix and her singing of a day. Ekstarphoenix
Music sound by sound chosen by ek completely in style of Xilophone instrument. Sweet and dreamy. Ekstarphoenix
Music by Ekstarphoenix through GarageBand in my iPad with loop mixing art. Ekstarphoenix
Music with Keylimba. Ekstarphoenix playing instruments on iPad. Ekstarphoenix music. Ek
Voice changing piano helium sound of an acapella song, played by voice, singing, iPad and voice changing app. Ekstarphoenix
Great long recording of electronic music made by Ekstarphoenix on remix live. Ekstarphoenix
What motivates me on studying languages and arts, and being myself an artist with freedom of mind and self discipline
Work, evolution, balance, self-creation job opportunities, getting where I want to be, difficulty of plans.
I wish I could be free from slaving reality show. They make me the worst life I could get for what I am, artificial life that forbids me from validation of growth and adulthood, in the wanted deceit of dream of childhood that Michael Jackson wishes for himself, in a fly on my wall insensitive in all that I feel, want and need. With his manipulative fashion, where he treats me with all the wrong and mistreatment he wants expecting me to be the perfect pretty girl saint in all ways, giving example of what a servant of his screen should be if you like him. Always venerating and totally unworthy.
About money, the system of voting through money, our efforts, informal jobs for survival, quality and preparation. What you are is what you do for money. You don’t worth your money, the money is just an artificial human tool for its societies interchange system and a way of moving things among humans. Make a wise vote every time with it.
Anger is toxic, anger makes us sick and monstrous. Hatred is dirty. It’s replacement by intentional energetic love and understanding makes us better life and relationship.
In the absence of job I have found that one has to generate her own job by her own means and talents by the selling creativity and class you give yourself. And living lighter goals after having an overpopulation of things and attachments to things in a middle class abundance.
Selling the overpopulation of things and making movement with weight, selling creativity.
Being independent step by step, first step is to learn to be by your own without anxiety to be with society, testing normality concepts with oneself.