If I can't be what wished for, If I can't make you proud, If I all that I give is disappointment, Will you still love me the same

I've been thinking a lot of ending my pain But it's always gonna be same This world will never change

I know I can never be like the rest I'm sorry that I'm a failure

I'm just your mistake That you never noticed You said it'll be okay But I never healed

I know I'm getting worse All these pain I'm taking Seems to lead me to an end But you'll never know

I'm scared I swear These sinful tears filled up My sleepless nights I'm taken away by sorrow

It's so hard to pretend now These feelings are getting heavier N these worries only bring me down

I don't need a talk I just need a hug To calm this trembling heart of mine So it won't be hard to live tomorrow

I'll said that I'm fine Hope it won't worries you tonight I'll tell you I'm happy So you won't have to watch me cry Or to watch me die

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