It’s dark down here

I keep falling deeper

No strength to struggle

To catch those hands that wanted to pull me out

I’m not breathing

Am I living?

If I try, would it be worth it?

Will I be happy again?

Will I get to breathe comfortably?

I know I can’t live the life I wished for

This road could never get easier

I want to be strong but I feel so weak

Feel all the love so why can’t I take it in?

I feel so disgusted with myself

How did I become like this?

Why am I living this way?

Can I afford to lose more people?

It’s a shame if you stay with me

I can’t love you

I don’t even love myself

So please, just run away

I can’t give you, what you gave to me

I can’t care enough like you did for me

I think this is what happens for ruining a life

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