What is the person that abused me in multiple ways. This is what caused me to become entrenched in a cycle that I could not escape. Unhealthy patterns is what resulted and this is what caused me to accept wrongdoings from another person. Here is what created a core belief that everyone will lie to me and I am not enough. This is what dealing with a narcissist left me with, this is what love bombing was and what gaslighting looks like. These are stories I have not spoken of fully. This is a part of myself I hid from my loved ones, so here it all is. What was one of my lessons in life and a part of how I became who I am today. Learning to love myself has been paramount. Enjoy this almost one hour and a half rant !