Question: How can I reach the despair that I am weak and cannot connect with others to reveal the quality of bestowal between us called “the Creator”?

Answer: You do not need to aim for despair. If I am heading toward despair, I am already in despair! I have nowhere else to go. I should aim for victory!

My victory will be in reaching despair with my own strength, but when I reach despair with my own strength, I find the opportunity to turn to the Creator at that exact point.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 2/17/20, “Preparation for the Convention”