Question: Does our joy and gratitude from playing spirituality depend on how well we fulfill the Torah and commandments?

Answer: It depends on how you strive for connection with the Creator.

Question: It is said that the Creator wishes to delight creation not because of a lack (Hisaron). Does this mean that we too should act without Hisaron?

Answer: The Creator has a great Hisaron in drawing us to Him. We need Hisaron for the connection of friends and then for the collective ascent to the Creator.

Question: Does the fire of shame draw us closer to Him or repel us?

Answer: The fire of shame only brings you closer to the Creator.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 6/27/24, Writings of Rabash “Woe unto You Who Await the Day of the Lord”

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