Question: If I have some illness, does that mean I have the wrong intention because I am not in joy?

Answer: No, it is much more complicated than that. Do not think that illness is a consequence of your wrong intentions.

Question: How should we react when we feel that the Creator does not seem good to us?

Answer: Ask Him to reveal Himself to you in the correct form.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 7/21/24, Writings of Rabash “Bribing the Sitra Achra”

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