Not mad, but RAD! Yes I got a new electric bike that is called RAD and I love it! But I also find being RAD in my life as is. Im finding joy in the small things and pursuing them. Yes like riding a cool bike. Im investing in myself. We have a hard time doing this as we perceive that its selfish. Actually if you have these thoughts about others who you think have it all (and you know you do) you look down on them as being lucky, and everything handed to them. More than likely that is not the case. For instance I quit drinking alcohol 2 years ago. Having black outs was not fun. The addiction was short lived every time I took a drink. It was my rock bottom (finally!) that I didn't want to live that way anymore. I made the choice and the decision. Yes it was scary because it was my identity. Not the black outs but the voice and life recognition I let the world see was I loved wine. I would get memes on Facebook about wine. At one time it was ok because I didn't have a problem. When that changed for me, I let others know about my choice as it make me accountable. Scary again right! But a world away from that person to whom I am now. Here's the down and dirty. I saved enough money to buy our bikes. Kent has really slowed down to and that is so important for his health and finances. Win Win! Listen in on todays podcast Whats in your liver!?