This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/01/06/the-person-i-thought-i-needed-taught-me-i-dont-need-anyone/
The funny thing about serial dating and flings is that if you’re not healed or whole all by yourself being with others will only make you feel more alone than actually being alone does. The fear of being alone was always much bigger in my head. The fear was highlighted by moments when I was alone and my thoughts would get to be too much and I wanted to find a quick distraction to avoid feeling like that. I now see that feeling stemmed from avoiding something in the first place.
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