Continuing to behave as a true and faithful man of Christ is very difficult and challenging. Losing my oldest son in February of 2011 was very close to the final straw for me, almost took me down. Yet, here I am, continuing to profess my love for Christ, sharing Him with anyone and everyone that will listen, and not concerning myself with what others might think of the position I hold near and dear to my heart. Why? Read Romans Chapter8. This is why I Keep Going. Why I Keep the Faith. and Why I Keep Pressing forward.
So why, if I suck at being a Christian, do I keep going, keep the faith, and keep pressing forward?
Because there are guys out there that are good, honest Christians. There are guys out there with tattoo’s, who occasionally use “soldier speak” and who like to drink beer. These are people who exhibit behaviors that would typically get you kicked out of the God Club. Aren’t they living in sin? Do they suck at being Christians like me? This is not why I am a Christian, just FYI, that would be a stupid reason.
These same guys love me for who I am and they love people who are hurting and messy. These same guys, tough on the outside, share openly about how they hurt and are repeated failures. They love their wives unconditionally and always speak highly about them. It is the joy I see in their eyes even in the middle of their tears and pain. They absolutely do not pretend to have it all together nor do they claim to have all of the answers – it is ok to simply say “I don’t know”. They Keep Going, They Keep the Faith. They Keep Pressing Forward.