Continually unsure

But I suppose that's the nature of faith

What is the next step?

Is this the right direction...

Who could say?

As much as I can I choose to surrender my anxiety

I simply do not know what will happen

Perhaps everything will fall apart

Perhaps all will be lost

Perhaps the very fabric of my life will unwind

I have been in this space before

And things have worked out so far

Perhaps this is the whole "everlasting to everlasting" bit,

Or maybe I missed a sign post along the way...

One way or the other You are present

And You love me and call me Your child

Perhaps that's all I really need to know...

The rest?

I'll leave that for You to figure out